~ Chemical Injury & Resulting Multiple Chemical & Electromagnetic Sensitivity It Causes ~


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YESTERDAY'S NEWS: Please skip to the links below if ranting about totally avoidable, repeated, painful and debilitating chemical injuries sans support or compensation is boring to you, written during a series of past injuries which follows: Excuse our plug for the CD info above and Chemical Injury Information Network and the unpopular condition resulting from said injuries: Multiple Chemical Sensitivity & Electromagnetic Sensitivity, [with this term misleading with mention of 'sensitivity' when it's actually blatant injury to the person and not a prior 'sensitivity' on part of the injured party] with related secondary complications popularly termed as the equally debilitating Chromic Fatigue & Fibromyalgia. Other related issues remain: eventual end-organ failure, with cancer, Parkinsons, MS, GWS, neurological, respiratory, cardiovascular disorders, and host of other serious health issues, including severe PTSD, that sufficient or repeated assault and injury eventually causes. [And let us put the disclaimer right here so we don't have a legal problem saying so, as we're entitled to our overly-experienced opinion.] Physicians are just now jumping on the bandwagon on the whole, but up to this year, the situation has been gravely ignored by the medical community for the obvious reasons. However, more and more physicians are coming out of the closet and informing their patients of this very real scenario heretofore relegated to the psychological realm or ignored completely. We commend the noble physicians both traditional and complementary and their related forces for finally having the courage to take an integress stand on this very serious issue. Salut and Thank You. Now, you may just want to skip down to the links list as the following has grown with insertions from several additional, apparently unstoppable chemical injuries, and may be too boring or insulting for those who have yet to suffer.


Oh, by the way... try suing the perpetrators for chemical injury, toxic injury, or whatever the politically correct term is at the time of your reading. It doesn't matter if it's death and back, near death, or just total disability... slip in a sound bite here that laughs to the depths. Try finding an attorney who will even take the case... insert another sound clip of hysterical laughter. In 15 years of repeated injury death and back at least twice, near death... untoward pain and suffering, terror and trauma I couldn't describe... all due to negligent manufacturers and contractors hired with specific instructions... as well as family members who wouldn't make them do what they were hired to do nor comply at all in most cases... yet to collect 1 cent in compensation for totally disabling injuries while they all got away scott free, my reason for leaving. Yes, the house ended up greener than green but I'm leaving to get out of a community bereft and barren of any compassion and support whatsoever, in cluding allowing my husband to continually injure me over and over without intervention. To you all... I wish it was you. After another series of chemical and EMF injuries, perpetrated by husband and even my own oversights and necessities at times, I'm so EMF hypersensitive again I won't be able to order the new studio equipment or even use the comuter for an undetermined amount of time... again. Ask James Beal and Richard Conrad at the EMF support sites below. As for help with SSD, being judged by people who haven't a clue what hell this is... 5 years plus in the waiting after the last near-death injury from another grossly and belligerently negligent contractor supported by my illustrious husband in ridicule of me... [who was also injured to near death on that one] ...my old standby developed from 15 years of totally avoidable repeated injuries resulting in intolerable agony, pain, terror and trauma indescribable... ridicule, battering, and abandonment instead of a modocum of support at all... all I can say is... I wish it was you instead of the words of wary: beware and take care as I did the first several years of it. If I had even a modicum of SSD financial aid or the compensation from the perpetrators which I should have had, I could get enough of the treatment that works, in my case, HBOT and others, to hold the improvement. If I'd simply not been RE-injured, over and over and over... I would have faired better. I was told there was no way I could live on the first round yet 15 years later... here am I by the Grace if nothing else, a walking-talking miracle in demonstration of the power of the Divine and Tarajories Herself. So far I have not had enough of any helpful treatments to do so in Light of unstoppable injuries. Thanks to all for you support, generosity, kindness, an occasioan phone call or email... and just plain help for a change instead of ... 'hey, we wanna com up!' [to be entertained, healed, waited on, cooked for, cleaned up after, and tour guided. And know that, had I not lived here at Tarajories with its healing energies freely given, my own prior knowledge of various healing modalities, and maybe even that of the delivering angels I saw during a near-death episode from the first unwitting, massive long-term, high-level overexposure perpetrated by the first contractor and manufacturer... I certainly would have died. Hey... Hello... is there anybody out there?!?


Yes, the house is redone and safe now, safer than any home or office interior you'll find anywhere... and to cop from a hit song [no I didn't write it because I was suffering from repeated injuries instead] 'the house was green, before green was cool' or even hinted at, fighting ignorance and riducule all the way, not if your're NOT green you're definitely NOT cool. But the interim getting it that way... insert sound clips of screaming arguements after days became weeks became months became years of mature discussion, coaching, coaxing, cajoling and outright lengthy explanations to deaf ears. Try getting in-house intervention... what a farce, and this is confirmed from all those I've talked to suffering this same situation via contractors or family members who just don't want to get it or otherwise get their kicks causing and watching someone in untoward suffering then do nothing about it, and complain loudly about the bills re: what little help could be found. Ridicule the norm in lieu. Doctors... let me say, the doctors around here should have their lisences revoked for the way they treated me and the injuries I suffered and am left with because they didn't. Not being believed in any respect by anyone involved is at the core of et al. Add a nice letter on professional stationary spouting ridicule. Thanks. It's going in the book. Apply for SSD even if generations on generations of your family and self have paid into it... yes, another sound clip of hysterical laughing while you suffer without the expensive alternative and traditional medical care you should have had and didn't get, again... while thugs who'eve never paid into anything or even the high-end bailout criminals who know how to maneuver the system of corporate and government bedfellows get theirs forthwith by the billions! Insurance... another sound clip, please! Drumroll to hysterical laughing. They even have a jingle on their phone 'hold' system that says: 'just because you have benefits with us doesn't mean we're going to pay them!' And they usually don't. Burn baby butrn! Ouch and suffice. They didn't even pay the $1600 test results that confirmed massive injuries given by the nations premier chemical injury traditional medical doctor. See Chemical Injury dot net hosted by Dr. Grace Ziem, M. D., Dr. P. H. below for the last word in this war against bad little boys brute force and ignorance.


Of course, I didn't get the SSD I SHOULD have gotten afer a gruelling 6-year battle in the face of continuing injuries! All the while, thugs, derelicts, and lazyasses who know how to play the system are walking away with massive settlements and monthly checks... not because they're hurt, but because they know how to play the system. And the stupid SSD officers down the line go along with it!?! Here's to everybody at SSD and the federal court system who backed them up while I screamed for help on any level the entire time: I WISH IT WAS YOU! Then the rules would change. I made the mistake of standing on Truth, as I will, applying on the grounds of chemical injury and that's SO unbobular with the government and corporations who own it. Too bad! I should have applied under the correct but not core issue of depression. As Dr. Ziem says, "Who wouldn't be depressed suffering with chemical injury?" Try repeated chemical injury from ignorant, lying jackwipes on the construction projects who swore to adhere to mcs protocol in materials, supplied by us for them, and timeline, and blatantly didn't. Had they, I would not have been injured over and over and over again from the initial searing near-death injury 1993-5 from the OSB used in the new constructino of a 24' x 16' addition. The contracto was blatantly negligent in NOT informing us that OSB was filled and outgassing formaldehydes, arsenic, noxiously toxic glues and so forth, period. It' took a year and a half AFTER the near-death injury, 4th stage universal reactivity, couldn't eat, couldn't breath for another year and a half... try that for about 10 minutes. Then, after finding out what happened from a lady-friend in Florida, NOT a doctor though many were seen, all let me suffer not acknowledging the internal burns, as not to get involved in a lawsuit. The second contractor was even more negligent becase I fought him tooth and nail the entire time after hiring on with full knowledge and idle promises to adhere to what I knew then to be 'chemical injury protocol.' He didn't. And I was injured over and over and over until I finally fired him, failing workmanship again notwithstanding, which had to be done over by Evan since we didn't have the funds to hire somebody else. Yes, he was paid to do that, too. And ruined the most important design in the house, The MAX~Q, which I was able to salvage somewhat afterthefact. What was it it HIM? It wasn't HIS house. He didn't HAVE to understand it. Just to what I tell you to do. But NO. No man is going to be told what to do by a woman and certainly not about their job. And here we all are now. Then the next, same thing, and the next until the final 3-month gas leak from a belligerently ignorant, lying furnace contractor which caused the final demise from which I have never recovered. See Toxic Fat aticle below. Oh... and try suing one of these jackwipes... no matter how badly you're injured or how many epecialists provide reports and other official confirmation... You don't mess with a man's source of money, is the unspoken stand, but they messed with my source of money, and my body, my health, my life which as been and remains toast, but that's apparently OK. 16 misterale terrifying, traumatizing, painful to indescribability years and no major lawsuit could be pressed. I got raked over the coals until I went away which is what they do instead of doing the right thing: being responsible and accountable. I WISH IT WAS YOU!


Then the specialist wrote up the final disability paperwork not even mentioning the worst of injuries with 3 total near-death experiences bundling the entire 16-year episode into 3 capital letters; VOC. Outraged, I couldn't afford to have it done over due to expense. She thought SSD would understand it being put another way but it didn't make any difference. I'd at least had something to hang on my wall along with the scard on arms and face from searing external and burn from the initial 1993 new addition that I wear like epilettes in the battle against brute force and ignorance along with the additional 100 pounds of ugly fat the body accumulated during and since the 3-month gas lead to save itself, confirmed by several physicians since. Attempts at detox only put ME in bed suffering from what felt like the worst case of food poisoning and the worse case of fly simultaneously, while the guys that did it to me walked scott free al usual. No, I won't do that again until I CAN get out west where people not only understand but treat these rauscious chemical injuries, poisoning and burn in and out. You know what a burned finger feels like? Well try that on the INSIDE, not once but several times. What would be coming out of your mouth about then?

And no, my insurance DIDN'T cover the $1600 neurological tests, only a small part of the blood tests and we also ate the travel expenses to chalk up another $3000 trying to PROVE that some asshole actually DID murder me AGAIN. Like the Phoenix, I rose after months to years of painstaking, agonizing, expensive recovery. If I had not lived here at Tarajories who kept bring me back, I certainly would have died, and what's the point of this anyway? I jsut hope they all get what they have coming. Joel Osteen says, all I have to do is step out of the way and let God get 'em all. Of course I can't do anything... I'd be in jail in 5 minutes if I even gave them a good tongue lashing to vent my misery, heartache, and ourtage, but they could injure me to intolerable pain again and again and there wasn't anything I cuold do about it and my husband is a culprit in this line-up as well. And no I couldn't do anything about that either. I called all around to local official offices of various sorts and just got the runaround from everybody. I wish it was YOU!. Even psychological services was no help when I went to get help determining if they were 'trying to kill me' since I couldn't stop it and even they said, "You'd better move out west where people understand this because nobody around here does." And I PAID for that! I want my money back. I wany my LIFE back. I want everybody that's winking and chuckling and smirking to spend a year in 4th stage universal reactivity, suffering and pain ounce for ounce with I was at my worst. Then let's see who's smirking and winking. It will be ME, believe me. To this day, 6-29-09, I yet to have one frakken person offer a helping hand, not even with a computer problem, yet those same people would have all day to stay here partying, fishing, swimming, being hosted, cooked for, slopped up after... of course they'd have all week! I want the expense of the lawsuits back, I want the expense of proving my disability for SSD back, I want my money and my life back. I can barely sit at the computer long enough to do antyihing except with impetus of the rage inspiring this final post. Thanks a lot everybody. All any of the chemically injured have to say is: I WITH IS WAS YOU. Then things would change. And yeah, I'm going to get back to my 'Save the Planet' endeavors and SystemsBusting and uplistemnt of humanity, what I came to this miserable place for, and all that for the planet, yet, but the people in it after all this? If I were an ET here to observe and vote on who stays and who goes... as I've said several times now during this 16-year hell of repeated injury suffering indescribable pain, trauma and terror... I choose trees, and the supporting flora~fauna they need to flourish. And I remain...after being treated like this, and rejected, abandon, ridiculed... and this relentless 'keep away' game that's going on? How is it more people haven't slipped? Some day I'm going to find out what it's all about and who started it and sue the pants off everybody. And now the government has put out official court rulings that chemical injury victims can't sue the perpetrators or bring the case to federal court. How nice for YOU. See Michael WalkUp's article and link below with that of www.attorneyatlaw.com and others soon to come. Hopefully, Joel Osteen is right and God will make amends on all our behalf. Of course, I'm accepting a hand up, not out, connections, assistance, a kind word, support, financial donations in any amount in lieu... kindly send them to the address on the contact page. Yeah... I'm going to be waiting a long damn time.


And one last word about another tragic loss, immense talent and brilliant Light to the world, Michael Jackson, who also lost his life to Chemical Injury and unethical doctors through products that are readily available on the market that shouldn't be. There's no difference if it's prescription medication, most of which has no business on the market, or deadly toxic construction materials like those that murdered me and others like me over and over and over before they were taken off the market, and for the record, the deadly OSB that caused my first indescribably painful and very long-term near-death injury and first terrifying incremental journey into 4th stage universal reactivity in 1993, complete with angelic visitation. Since, many other deadly construction, remodeling and refurbishing products and materials including oil base paint that also added to my demise, now due off the shelves by 2010, replaced with 'green' which are not necessarily MCS safe but better. The result is the same. Michael was the lucky one. He died. The rest of us suffer a fate worse than death over and over and over and over and over and nobody cares. Nobody comes. No patient advocates are available. No police action can be taken. No compensation is awarded. Nothing. And for the record, yes, I forwarded and won, in my immense injury and complete disablement, 3 lawsuits, but still the meager compensation did NOT cover a full chemical injury recovery program which of course I did NOT get once in 16 miserable, painful, terrifying years, still in wait. Yes, I proved my knowing, my beliefs, my skills and abilities with a little help from my friends on High from time to time, so I have all that to rely on and to teach the Children so they can survive and flourish without the status quo and you can get on it. In the interim, we all suffer. Why? All because bad little boys-brute force and ignorance still rule the world. Just for grinz and a change of pace, try reading Elizabeth Gould Davis' gleaming work, The First Sex. It eerily echoes strains of SciFi's StarGate SG-1 episodes and the final episode of BattleStar Galactica, in a sense. Civilizations coming and going. Neanderthal gifted with consciousness from 'angels' on high. The July 2009 issue of Our Toxic Times news put out by the Chemical Injury Information Network included an article on recent test results of Genetically Modified Foods that sparked a flashback from another episode of SG-1 featuring the Ishen. If you don't remember, the Ishen introduced themselves to humanity bearing gifts on high of miraculous medicines, peace and plenty for all the world, only to find sterilization of the entire human race at the end of their very patient rainbow. It's not SciFi anymore, people, it's here now. It has been. And it isn't going anywhere. Actually, considering my choice of trees... what should I care? I used to but don't anymore! Read all about it in OTT. Get your copy at the CIIIN link below. Get up to speed before you start blaming all your ills and degeneration on your age. NOT!

That said, please inform yourself with links on links starting with the ultimate chemical injury warrior, Dr. Grace Ziem, M.D. Dr. P. H.


Website of Premier Chemical Injury Warrior on the Front Lines: Dr. Grace Ziem, Dr. M.D., Ph.D.

Exquisite Sensitivity from Chemical Injury: MCS ~ Environmental Illness ~ Sick Building Syndrome

Chemical Injury Information Network ~ Please Join Today!

James Beal, X-NASA Scientist Chemically Injured to MCS/EMF Sensitivity Also

EMF is classified as a group 2B carcinogen under standards established by the World Health Orgznization's Agency for Cancer Research

Premier Chemical Injury Researcher on the Front Lines: Dr. Pamela Reed Gibson, Ph.D.

Current Studies 2009, Dr. Pamela Reed Gibson, Ph.D.

Spare your child misdiagnosed chemical injury

Talk about the Ishen. The global food industry has nothing on them! Get the Food Matters DVD.

MCS SURVIVAL GUIDE by Dr. Pamela Reed Gibson, Ph.D.

Chemical Injury: MCS ~ Environmental Illness ~ site of victim and sufferer: Salvadore Lourdes

A Serious Global Issue: Chemical Injury: MCS ~ Environmental Illness ~ Sick Building Syndrome, etc.

TOXIC FAT: Why you can't, and shouldn't, lose weight without an expensive, closely supervised program

TOXIC FAT: A Pictoral History of Repeated Chemical Injury

More articles on Chemical Injury during construction and how to avoid it

Chemical Injury Blog

My Invisible Disabilities Community

One of the very Rare attorneys specializing in Chemical Injuries, because he suffers it himself!

More from people who were injured from living in a construction project

Attorneys specializing in Gulf War, Iraq, Afganistan and other military related chemical injuries. Hey, Thanks< Uncle Sam, You Bastard.

MCS ~ Environmental Illness ~ Sick Building Syndrome ~ Resources & REferral Service

Woodlands Healing Research Center

Environmental Health Center, Dallas - MCS Clinic

American Academy for Environmental Medicine

Randolph-Shambough Clinic, Chicago

Foremost Environmental Scientist: Stages ~ Find Out Where You Are In This Mess

A Serious Problem More Often Than You Think

Report on Nervous System Damage

Cognitive Impairment

Headlines with Info & Help Links

Mommy Why Do I Feel So Dumb? ~ Learning Difficulties & Behavior Problems Are Many Times Caused by Toxic Indoor Air Quality

Shirley MacLaine's August 2005 Shirleygram reporting on Kids & Chemical Injury ~ Thanks Shirley!

Moly Ivins: 70,000 of the 90,000 Chemicals on the Market Have Never Been Tested

The Face of Terror ~ Our story with the name changes ~ needs updating to include several more totally avoidable injuries since.

More Info & Help Links

More Info & Help Links

Molly ~ MCS Poster Child

Molly's Story

John & Lynn Bower's Health House Institute

Tad Turner's Healthy Homes Site

Harmony Homes, Traverse City, MI ~ Can Be Done

Natural Gas Poisoning URL with Links

More on EMF Reduction

Clean Air Emblem Adopted

MCS Sufferer's Website ~ Stories ~ Links

AAEM MCS Links

Our Story, continued/magazine article ~ in wait of several updates including the June 13 thru August 19, 2003 totally avoidable near-fatal over-exposure re: another totally negligent contractor now in legal proceedings

Global Proposal & Links to More MCS Help

John Dawes' UK Hum Website ~ Not Necessarily Related to MCS but of Equal Global Import

More on The Hum, GWEN, Chemtrails & Other Global Issues

Physician's Corner

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Website of Chemical Injury Warrior Black Cat who abandoned her site due to severity of injuries like most of us... you criminals win again short-term but not forever. Nobody wins this one.